Love

4C'10 ftw!!!!

Thongkeng home today was not as bad as I thought. It was shorter and the people there were mostly adorable actually. I love it when they wave and shake hands with us, we know they absolutely mean no harm and was just a simple act. But it's sad seeing some of them unable to control what they want to do though. Admit I was scared ttm, but overall still waaaaaay better than how I thought it'd be like.

Okay I have tons of compositions and reports to write. I'm running out of time. This shows it was a wise decision postponing my tuition today. Too little time this week. Hate yet love sec 4 life sometimes. Can't wait for tomorrow! Great plan and stuffs with the girls! ^^

Have a nice week ahead!

It's funny to you, but worthless to me

I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. We spend too much time overanalyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. Always remember that.

- runawaytrain.tumblr

If you think so, let me know.

I don't mean to run

I wonder why I didn't leave you way before so I thought I was insane.
But it was you who kept the oxygen from getting to my brain.

Maybe I should thank god that I get to see such a perfect creature in my life.

Don't go

Today was uber draining as expected. But I'm super relaxed now, hahaha. P.E was all about getting into the Volleyball grp with the ppl, then later I had hmt test. Gruelling. Went to find Gimmy and Colleen for Yami, then back for band till evening, punishment of running 6-7 rounds can't rmb. Then met @dearyouitsme for Daiso and dinner! Cabbed home, waited for exactly 30 minutes damn it.

O'well, all sums up to tiredness ttm!!!!


Hate to see you walk away.

Haha my heart still hurts from the very first minute I stepped into class till now.

傻得可以

Wake up, Peini wake up.

Tomorrow's gonna be a uber long day, but I have a good feeling it's gonna be okay. I hope so. As usual, major dread P.E. Hah, what has got into me. I better sleep early and sleep tight tonight, I don't have any energy to waste now. I had English, SS and Physics test today. English, didn't complete all. Had to write "To be continued, sorry!" at the very end. Had a whole period to do but I've yet to even write to my climax. I suck at writing because I always like to build up things. Then SS, had no idea what Hitler is, and no time for differences. Physics, oh well.

Done whining.

Tomorrow, just clear my mind clear what happened clear everything.

It might be everything I'm waiting for, a miracle.

I dare not even place a thought on any part of that. Just the thought of it scares me, how can I ever get this absurd. I wished, and I guess I wished hard enough. But I should never had fall too deep to trust anything would turn out the way I want. Perhaps trying to arrange my thoughts this way is self-protection, it's harming myself with the truth, but if that's gonna work then perhaps I'll have to do it this way all over again. I know I'm extremely stupid, perhaps one of the most dumb and foolish girl on Earth but o'well, life life...

And Gimmy, I'm not going to change my blogskin for the time being till further notice I would inform you again. nehneh :P